Mirror of My Heart

Down I stared
Next to my feet
Saw a mirror
A broken piece

Held and stared
Into that piece
Thought my heart
You came back to me

Your Love - His Blood
Which keeps him awake
As memories guard it
From disgrace

Eyes start to sweat
Tired they became
As in this cruel world
Reality... Is hard to face

Life’s a song to Me...
Ain't it true?
Yes... it is...
Coz its dedicated to You!

Happiness came with you
A packaged deal
Having you Felt...
Happiness ....was finally
Pursued by me…

I have No Heart some people say
Agreed ! It’s True
Since I know...
Mine's with You

You're the One to guide me through...
Through the paths that i choose
You show me How....
My Flaws - My Scars.....

Yes My Love,
You're the Mirror of My Heart...

Kyon dil karta hai us se itna pyaar???

Jis ko maine sachche dil se chaaha,

Usi ne mere dil ko aaj kitna dukhaaya,

Aankhon se door sahi, par dil ke bahut paas thi,

Humsafar naa sahi, par jeene ki aas thi,

Ishq na sahi, par ishq ka andaaz thi,

Mehbooba naa sahi, par meri humraaz thi.

Sheeshe ke dil mein utaara tha use,

Pyaar ke gulshan mein sanwaara tha use,

Zindagi ke har mod par pukaara tha use,

Khwaabon mein bhi banaya sahaara tha use.

Sheeshe ke dil mein use tapan hone lagi,

Pyaar ke gulshan mein use chubhan hone lagi,

Mohabbat ki aag mein use jalan hone lagi,

Dil ki dhadkan se use ghutan hone lagi.

Woh is dil se azaadi chaahti thi,

Is qaidkhaane se rihaai chaahti thi,

Ek din us ne lafzon ka teer chalaaya,

Maine apne dil ko toota bikhra paaya,

Pehle is dil par ek hi naam tha,

Ab har tukde par woh hi naam tha.

Dukh zyaada tha yaa kam,

Is baat ka faisla, kaise karein hum,

Ab jo chali gayi hai woh,

To dil ke tukdon ko kaise samete hum?

Phir bahut koshish ke baad maine apne dil ko joda,

Dil se aawaaz aayi “Kyon us ke liye koi kona nahi choda?

Abhi nadaan hai, par jab hogi us mein shaoor,

Woh laut kar aayegi yahan zaroor...”

Dil ko ab bhi yakeen hain us ke aane ka,

Dil mein phir se apni jagah banane ka,

Kyon dil ko hai ab bhi us ka intezaar,

Kyon dil karta hai us se itna pyaar???

100 truths about myself....

1. Last beverage: Water

2. Last phone call: Shekhar Upadhyay (a dear friend)

3. Last instant message: Darshit Shah (2 days ago i think...)

4. Last song you listened to: Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gham Diye (The Train)

5. Last time you cried: Don't exactly remember...

6. Last text message : it was from my bank.... confirming my last transaction.... lol ;)

HAVE YOU EVER:

7. Dated someone twice: No

8. Been cheated on: No

9. Kissed someone & regretted it: No

10. Lost someone special: Yes... of course... many times....

11. Been depressed: Yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. White
13. Black
14. Blue


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: No

17. Laughed until you cried : Yes

18. Met someone who changed your life : Yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes

21. Have you kissed anyone on your friend's list: No

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost everyone... almost...

23. How many kids do you want to have : not planned yet... :p

24. Do you have any pets: No

25. Do you want to change your name: Why should I...?? Its sooooo good !

26. What did you get for your last birthday: Well.... I don't believe in taking n giving gifts...

28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Studying... exams gng on :(

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : For the time being, can't wait for the exams to get over...

30. Last time you saw your father : less a minute ago...

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : There are a few things... but i think nothing is perfect....

32. What are you listening to right now : Genda Phool (Delhi 6)

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: don't remember...

35. Most visited webpage : My blog (click to see...)

36. What’s your real name: Ankit

37. Nicknames: Many.... every group (we call it GANG) has its own nickname for me.... lol ;)

38. Status: Single

39. Zodiac sign: Aries

40. Male or female: Male (definitely MALE....)

41. Elementary: Noble School

42. Middle School: K S Lodha Public School

43. High school: Ramnivas Ruia Junior College

44. University: M D S University

45. Hair color: Brown

46. Long or short: Neither

47. Are you a health freak: Not really

48. Height: 169 cms

49. Do you have a crush on someone : May be... May be not....

50: What do you like about yourself: My dimples :)

51. What don’t you like about yourself: I'm damn emotional...

52. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
53. First surgery: Haven't had any...

54. First piercing: Got my ear pierced around two years ago...

55. First best friend: Actually, all my friends are best friends.... I can name my childhood friend Chirag Dhoka as my first... but still all of them are my best friends....

56. First award: Don't remember... may be for some quiz competition in school...

57. First sport you joined: Cricket

58. First pet: No pets yet...

59. First vacation: First vacation... dnt remember

60. First concert: - None

61. First crush: Thats a secret !!

WHAT ARE YOU.....

62. Eating: Nothing

63. Drinking : Nothing

64. I'm about to: get up and start studying again.... (got exam tomorrow)

65. Hearing: Genda Phool (Delhi 6)

66. Waiting : for dis questionnaire to end :)

67. Want kids: Yes... of course...

69. Careers in mind: Dunno !!!

68. Want to get married: Ya..... to a girl who's as sweet as i am... if not more :)

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :

70. Lips or eyes: Eyes...

71. Hugs or kisses: Both... may be

72. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH

73. Nice stomach or nice arms: psst... i'll tell u later...

74. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive....

75. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship....

76. Trouble maker or hesitant: Troublemaker

77. Lefty or Righty: Doesn't matter

78. Shorter or taller: Shorter

79 . Older or Younger: I dont care

HAVE YOU EVER :

80. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes..... just once

81. Ran away from home: Not exactly

82. Kissed a stranger: No

83. Drank Pepsi: Yes... watta silly question!

84. Broken someones heart: No.... I don't think I can do that....

85. Been arrested: No....

86. Turned someone down: Yes... on a few occassions...

87. Cried when someone died: Yes.... and No.....

88. Liked a guy/girl friend?: ZZZZzzzz......

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself: Yes, I do....

90. Miracles: Not really...

91. Love at first sight: Yes :)

92. Heaven: Naah...

93. Santa Claus: Nope

94. Kiss on the first date: May be...

95. Angels: YES.... i've got a few Angel Friends too.... lol :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

96. Are you happy with your life: Sort of...

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Hmmm... Yes

98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time: No

99. Do you believe in God: Yes

100. Posting this as 100 Truth: Well... was't the 99 enough.... I think I can pass dis....

IPL Update

IPL - Indian Premier League - will now be held out of India.

With Indian government's non-supportive stand, BCCI has decided to move the second season of IPL outside India.

BCCI is in talks with other cricket boards to host the IPL. South Africa and England are most likely to host IPL this year.

BCCI Vice President and IPL Commissioner and Chairman Lalit Modi apologised to the Indian Cricket lovers for not being able to organise IPL in the country. He added that IPL schedule will not be changed and the matches would begin at 4 pm and 8 pm IST.

"I do not blame anyone for what has happened. Elections are much bigger."
- Lalit Modi, IPL Commissioner

"Happy that IPL is happening"
- Vijay Mallya, Owner, Bangalore Royal Challengers

Well whatever happens, IPL would be much fun to watch.... I mean cricket, not the cheerleaders.

Suggestion - IPL should be rechristened as OIPL (Out of India Premier League).... :D

P.S. : I'm supporting Rajasthan Royals this time too..... Which side are you?

Storm & Candle Light Studies.....

Two down.... Five more to go....

Yeah.... Exams.... Nightmares..... Sleepless Nights.... and what not.....

Two exams are over.... I sometimes wonder why do we get so hyperactive as soon as we hear the word 'exam'....

Actually, for both the exams, I did not start studying seriously even 24 hours before the exam. And the papers went down well. Taking this in mind, I wonder that had I studied well before, I'd be doing much much better. But you know what, studying is sooooooo boring. Isn't it?

The first paper was Logics and Reasoning. I had my command over certain topics. Others I just read and went on to appear for the paper. Luckily, the question paper was just fine.

And then, just on the eve of the second paper, one of the worst theory papers with the longest syllabus, I had not started studying. I decided to spend a sleepless night just to read out the whole syllabus at least once. But then, fate had decided something else and then came a 'storm'... literally....

Yes, yesterday night, there was a storm alongwith thunder and rain.... And while I was having dinner, there was a power cut. I now started having a 'candle light' dinner. I waited for sometime for the storm to stop and consequently the power to be restored. But no.... the storm showed no signs of slowing down....

Ultimately, I started what I never thought I'd ever do in my life - Candle Light Studies - this was an experience of a lifetime.... Believe me guys, I just couldn't concentrate. And I just thought about all those famous people who studied in the candle lights / street lights. I thought now even my name will be added in the list. Jokes apart, as I said, I couldn't study in that situation.

I then decided to sleep and wake up at around 2.30 AM. I tuned the alarm and went to sleep. Well,,,, woke up at 3, read half the chapters and slept again !!!

Woke up an hour before exam time. Got ready and went on....

Scared, this time, 'coz I wasn't prepared. The question paper arrived. It was damn easy, had I studied.... But I attempted all the questions and did a fairly good job.....

Lucky Me.... :) Two time lucky already..... Will I be third time lucky???